I've been trying to apologize to all the people I've wronged. I don't think anything will come of any of it, nothing came of some of the other apologies I've made. I have wronged a lot of different people a lot of different ways. But, at least by doing this I will have some small peace of mind. Rather than constantly looking back on the things regretfully, I can just ease myself with the knowledge I've done what I can.
I think I'm about to end my friendship with Robert. That leaves me with zero real friends. Oh well. I prefer solitude anyway.